Our two sweet girls…
Two years have passed
Since you went away
We have missed you both
Every single day.
Our longing deepens each passing year
Just a few still see us weep
We shed our tears from forlorn hearts
While others are asleep.
Our family chain was broken
And we were forced to part
Left behind was an empty space
And many broken hearts.
I know you both are with us
And when our lives are through
I pray that God will take our hands
And lead us straight to you.
Mummy - 5 July 2005 - For Paige and Amy's 2nd Anniversary
Two Little Angels
Two little angels you made our dreams come true
The moment we laid our eyes on you.
Two little girls who look just the same
What mummy had wished for to this very day.
Your tiny bodies we covered in kisses
Trying to make up for all the misses.
Arms that long to hold, our grief is truly twofold.
Now you’re gone we can’t bare the pain
Nothing will ever be the same.
You’re in gods care and we know your safe
But we’ll miss you both, our hearts will always ache.
You weren’t with us for long our little darlings
but you will be in our hearts forever.
Lots of love mummy xoxoxo (written 22 July 2003).
My Baby Girls
I lay in bed and try to sleep
But all I do is cry and weep.
I wish to hold you close and near
But all I feel is emptiness and fear.
I try to pretend you never left
But I can’t ignore this heart so bereft.
How will I survive this pain so deep?
All I want is to fall in a heap.
My baby girls you are so missed
I wish I could give you one last kiss.
One day I’ll hold you near my heart
Until then we will remain apart.
I’ll think of you both every single day
Till we’re together again I’ll hope and pray.
Love Mummy (written - Friday 8 Aug 2003 -11pm)
Our perfect twin daughters
Our perfect twin daughters
Were loved from the start
But born to soon
For now we’ve had to part.
Our perfect twin daughters
Our futures and many years
So many happy moments
Now just heartache and tears.
Our perfect twin daughters
I can’t help feel the gloom
For on this very day
You should be in my womb.
Our perfect twin daughters
You’ll never feel the sun
You won’t play with your brother
There will be no fun.
Our perfect twin daughters
I shouldn’t complain
We still got to meet you
Though now we’re in such pain.
Our perfect twin daughters
You both live in our hearts
For now we aren’t together
But we’ll never be apart.
Your mummy Elaine – 20/10/03
‘Today I should be 33 weeks pregnant’
Daddy please don't look so sad.
Mummy please don't cry.
Cause I'm in the arms of Jesus
and He sings us lullabies.
Please try not to question God,
don't think He is unkind.
Don't think He sent us to you
and then He changed His mind.
You see, we are so special
and were needed up above.
We’re the special gift you gave Him...
The product of your love.
We'll always be there with you,
and watch the sky at night.
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
that's our halos shining bright.
You'll see us in the morning frost
that mists your windowpane.
That's us, in the summer showers,
We'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a gentle breeze
from a gentle wind that blows,
That's us! We'll be there,
planting a kiss upon your nose.
When you see a child playing
and your heart feels a little tug...
That's us! We'll be there,
giving your heart a special hug.
So, daddy please don't look so sad.
Mummy don't you cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus,
and He sings me lullabies.
Author and title unkown.
First Anniversary
It’s been one whole year
Since we sadly had to part
All that’s left are memories
Which live forever in my heart
I miss you both oh so much
At times too much to bare
Imagining what could have been
Fills my mind, its just not fair.
I wonder if you see me cry
The tears they are for you
Looking at your photographs
The memories feel like new.
I think of you both in heaven
And wonder if you’ve grown
Are you playing in God’s garden?
To me these things are unknown.
I remember all the good times
All the plans that we had made
The memories are still so clear
The love will never fade.
When I’m thinking of you sadly
And missing you the most
I close my eyes and picture you here
That’s how I keep you close.
My darlings Paige and Amy
Together one day we’ll be
And I will hold you in my arms
For the rest of eternity….
Angel hugs and kisses to you both
Mummy, Daddy and big brother Matty.
xoxoxo
21 July 2004
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This website is dedicated to ~Paige and Amy~ my beautiful little angel babies.
